Checking In

I have been the worst blogger ever.... worst in history...

But, then I look back at not blogging for almost a month and I don't feel bad about it.

I don't feel bad about not taking a picture this past weekend when Shea and I went mini-golfing...or on July 4th when all the family came over.

Yes, it would be nice to have a picture to look at that, but then I just love relaxing and having the memory with me also.

That feels just as good. That still feels right.

I am still alive. Still kicking!

Just living in a hotel for 3 MORE WEEKS!! I can't believe it's almost over.

But, then again I am glad it's almost over.

I LOVE my job. LOVE LOVE LOVEEE! 

I just don't love being away from family.

Having to skype my dinners or hear laughter over a phone call and not know why they are laughing.

It sucks, and can ultimately put you in a depression.

I would hate it more or be more unhappy if I didn't LOVE my job, and weren't counting down the days!

Right now I go to work 9-6 then come home and sit in my hotel for the rest of the night. How boring does that sound?? You would think I would have been an A+++ blogger than.

But, I wasen't I would sit here and be unhappy and watch TV. I actually lost 8lbs! Not huge but when I get unhappy I don't eat, not the other way around.

I guess it can be a good thing.

But, Shea and I talked on how we were both unhappy and needed to do things even if we were apart to make us happy. We both couldn't come home from work and sit in front of the TV. (YES!! you heard that right! Shea got a job finally a couple weeks ago!! So proud of him!!)

So here's to more blogging, exercising!, and happiness for 3 more weeks! (And where one week I go on vacation!! whoop!)

I can get through this I can make it and be home in no time, and then look back and miss the hotel life! 

Well you can't have everything :)